To: Kahlihari
Sent: Feb 23, 4:23 am
I went out on the balcony and tried to sleep out there. I could hear you two. I hear you say me and you are just friends. Then I am on a boat.
To: Kahlihari
Sent: Feb 23, 4:26 am
I am on the boat with a girl i dont know. Then I wake up, then I start sending you messages about it.
To: Kahlihari
Sent: Feb 23, 4:28 am
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From: Kahlihari
Oh darling, thank u for the midnight poetry. I'm about to eat some savory breakfast at max brenner's. Wish i could feed melted chocolate to you <3
Sent: Feb 23, 12:58 pm
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From: Kahlihari
Hello hello? I'm leaving new york soon. Will u call me sometime?
Sent: Feb 24, 11:12 pm
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From: Kahlihari
You wont pick up my call? Whats going on? I hope youre ok
Sent: Feb 25, 9:50 pm
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From: Kahlihari
Beginning to think u dont give a shit. Hope i'm wrong.
Sent: Feb 26, 1:39 am
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From: Kahlihari
Would you at least let me know youre ok? You might have lost your phone or something. But i'm worrying so please call me
Sent: Feb 26, 2:12 am
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From: Kahlihari
You think our relationship is superficial? Is that what I read online? You cant think of having a conversation with me without thinking about my body? yo
Sent: Mar 1, 10:25 pm
From: Kahlihari
u want to care more than you can? I'm so lost and hurt i think
Sent: Mar 1, 10:25 pm
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That poem on there isnt about anyone. I was in a room full of people and it has more to do with that than anything. im sorry i havent been here
To: Kahlihari
Sent: Mar 1, 10:34 pm
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The poems where i talk about you i talk about how it is nothing personal and that it is circumstance. I imagine you with people physically closer and get scared.
To: Kahlihari
Sent: Mar 1, 10:37 pm
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And i know if i hear your voice i will know what has been happening and i am scared to know
To: Kahlihari
Sent: Mar 1, 10:38 pm
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From: Kahlihari
I wish you would talk to me... Guess theres nothing i can do. I guess its bad timing for me and you. Wish i was there or you were here cuz we'd make love
Sent: Mar 1, 10:53 pm
From: Kahlihari
all day instead of drowning in fear. And i'll still hold you close baby, my feeling bout you is severe, guess i just have to wait and hope you dont disa
Sent: Mar 1, 10:53
From: Kahlihari
ppear.
Sent: Mar 1, 10:53 pm
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I will call you sometime in the next few days or something. I just have to be right in my head. I just dont want to know right now.
To: Kahlihari
Sent: Mar 1, 11:13 pm
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From: Kahlihari
K babe. Dont mean to be harsh, just miss you and wish i could be closer to you so we might get to know each other better.
Sent: Mar 1, 11:18 pm
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Bye, Kahlihari.
To: Kahlihari
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